Encore

I’ve become so numb. But you know me, I always end up pulling it together. So let’s pull it together, together.

Can I get an encore, do you want more? I hope so, ’cause I’m ready to go one more round.

On December 27th 2013 I posted an Eminem video (The Monster) and Zero’s World was born. Eminem not only became the first thing posted each new year of the blog, but Eminem became the theme music to which I wrote most of the posts and hopefully the soundtrack to which you read the blog. Some people still don’t get why Eminem. I’ve explained this before and probably will again, like all things dealing with this place, it’s complicated. The important part is we have made it to year 4 and Eminem is here for us. I chose a hybrid track to put this last year into motion and it fits, since this blog is a bit of a hybrid blog. Mixing it all up.

I know along the way many of you thought I was shady. And with some of you the feeling was mutual. But as a close friend of mine would say, “You got me fucked up!”. I’m not really all that shady, in fact I’m as sunny as that California state I go on and on about. Ok maybe not that sunny, but definitely as bright no matter how dark you may find me. (Is anyone enjoying this wordplay?) Hopefully this final year of posts will show this in a better light. And some of you might start, seeing me less as the shady one and more of the Doc type. I’m not talking about Hackett either. I mean Doc like as in the one in charge or the guy who will put you on the couch (‘Member? Yea, I ‘member).

So, with all that being said (wordplay and all), Get your ass up for the doctor
One more time, get your ass up for the doctor, Come on now, here we go, cliff hanger, it’s another club banger. Got you hangin’ on the edge of your seat.

Yep, here we go again. I’m gonna do what I do best. Get under the skin of the trolls and the righteous. Make you all think twice before you decide to fuck with another human being. I know, that’s a lot to ask for, but I’m gonna do my best to get us all there. I know there will continue to be naysayers and haters, but you had your chance. Times up, games over, you lose, I win ’bout to show these knuckleheads how to do this here. Yep, just call me turnip, because I’m ’bout to turn it up!  Sorry, that was bad.  You get me though, we are ready to actually go somewhere.

Ooh yeah, new year, next phase, begin, Look who’s got you goin’ crazy again. I do bring out the crazy in people, don’t I? Just look what I have done to our little loud mouth Fluke. He’s almost pathetic to look at now. Minus the almost. LOL, did I do that? Did I help make you irrelevant? Give it up Junior, I’m a trend, I set one every time I’m in, I go out and just come back full circle again. You a fad, that means your something that we already had. But once you’re gone, you don’t come back, too bad. Ha, ha!
That goes for all the loud mouth nuts. Dorothy, MM7, Jen, and all the others I haven’t really gotten to… yet. You’re off the map now, radar can’t even find you. We stay on the grind, you slip, we out-grind you. You walk around mad, you let your anger blind you. We walk around just playin’ the violin behind you. 
I love that line because it’s funny but also very true. While so many of you were bitching about me and my blogs and the good apples who found something here, we have been playing that mocking violin, exposing your blind anger and madness. It’s been quite a journey so far. This can’t go on forever though. Like I said, you had your chance, now enough with all the pissin’ and moanin’, whinin’ and bitchin’. Sit and observe, listen, you’ll learn if you pay attention.

Now can I get an encore, do you want more? I hope so, because I can’t do it without you. So for one last time I need y’all to roar!  I know I can count on a few of you to give this place a proper send off and finally get to the point. I bet some of you are saying, well get going, Now what the hell are you waitin for?  I hear ya, but we got to do this right. Because after me, there shall be no more.  Ok, that might be taking the whole narcissistic, arrogance a step to far, but I bet there won’t be anyone quite like me. So for one last time, nigga make some noise (that one’s for you Dorothy). But really, everyone, it’s time to speak up or shut up. So all my people on the left, all my people on the right, scream one last time. 

Funny, that right when I decided this blog had outlived its purpose it started getting attention again. Nerd and PS149 have returned (and yes, that is the “real” PS149), links to the blog are popping up in different places, some certain Websleuthers are dropping my name (by the way, comments like “Go ask your friend zero” do not go unnoticed, I have eyes everywhere! LMAO). It’s getting crazy out there again, the buzz is tremendous, we drop you all to sense it. I don’t gotta promote it for you to know that doc is off the benches. And I seem to have put together a pretty good team of my own. Well better than Dorothy’s crazy team anyways.  Just call us doody, ’cause we da shit. Or as Linda once so awesomely put it, “we are dope, you’re just dopes”.  You see, we keep the party rockin’ off the henges.
We ain’t showin’ off, we just goin’ off popular consensus.

Still my critics say that Doc is soft, Doc is talk, Doc is all washed up. To which I reply: Knock it off Who the fuck is Doc impressin’?
Doc is this, Doc is that, you got the wrong impression. You must be on the cock of Doc, cause Doc left you all guessin’.  No more guessing. It’s time for everyone to stop guessing. It’s time for everyone to just say what ya know. But know what ya say, because I’m here… no we are here (remember when I used to criticize everyone for saying “we” all the time, when they just meant “me”, then I started using “we” in jest, then I realized there really was a bad “we” out there, and now there is actually a good “we”.

So DJ take the needle and just drop it on the record (what)

We gon’ have this motherfucker hoppin’ in a second (bump bump)

That’s why we always save the best cut last, to make you scratch and itch for it like fresh cut grass.

You can try to deny it but I know you all are jonesing for me, for us, for this. So here it is, back one last time to satisfy your addiction. It’s time the war was won once and for all. By the way Dorothy (and I know you are hanging on every word) you can declare “war” on Zero’s World, it won’t change the facts that we already won most of the battles.  Cause we done swam with the sharks, wrestle with alligators. We took on Flukyou’s slander, Cristin’s lies, Dorothy’s delusions, Nancy’s insanity, McKee’s misdirection, Jen’s cryptic course, Son of Man’s crazy conspiracies, a hand full of self-important Websleuthers, a ton of sock puppets, as well as racist and bigots from all over Facebook and Twitter. And we won each time. No one wanted any of this, lol. In fact I bet a bunch of you are still worried about what you say out there. Posting then deleting, afraid it’s gonna show up in a post. And it probably will.
Some of you out there don’t want to admit it, but I think you are kind of a scared of this place. You see what can be done here. We go toe to toe, tit for tat, and we can play the back and forth all day. We can outwit, outplay, outlast!(speaking of which, did anyone else watch last season of Survivor? It was a good one) Point is, we took it all on and we are still standing. Most would probably agree, much, much wiser.
When I finally write that last post a year from now, I hope I have made some more new friends, I know I will have a few new enemies. Hopefully most will see through it all and realize some things are not so simple, some things aren’t always what they seem. But I know for some of you that’s just not possible. No matter what I say or do, no matter what is shown to you, you are gonna always see me as the “bad guy”. Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take…

Everybody sing along with me:
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’ve become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Man, how that rings true to me. I’ve been accused of many things since I first came across (and started blogging about) LISK.com and Catching LISK, but the ones  that say I’m no better than Fluke or Dorothy or that my blog is as bad as MM7’s blog, those hit too close to the mark. To think I might have become as bad as those I spoke out against, well, that’s something I can’t let happen. Yes, it may just be an elaborate way to show how we all get sucked in. How the bullied become the bully, the sane become crazy. How the internet can twist us all. Yes it may have gotten a little out of control at times… But I can’t become this.

So let’s pull it all together… together.

Here we go… Hands up for the grand finale! And keep them raised, this is gonna be another roller coaster of a ride.

Now can I get an encore, do you want more?

So for one last time I need y’all to roar!

One last time I need y’all to roar…

 

Jumping The Shark (Again)

The title should tell you where we are going, after all we’ve been here once before:
https://zerodinh.wordpress.com/2014/05/08/jumping-the-shark/

If you haven’t read that post recently, you probably should now, but first you have to read this one:

https://zerodinh.wordpress.com/2014/05/08/the-big-bad-id/

Yes, before you read on you might want to read “The Big Bad Id” and then “Jumping The Shark”. For those who still don’t get the titles, The Id has to do with the psyche, you can read about it here:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Id,_ego_and_super-ego

The title implied my own Id was writing that post. It was an ongoing theme on the blog back then. My Id has been mostly in check lately, but you never know when he might gain control again.

“Jumping the Shark” refers to a Happy Days episode:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jump_the_shark

Yes, back in May of 2014, this blog “Jumped the Shark” bringing up the candy girl from Brooklyn. But it wasn’t the end of the world, the blog went on. It may have got me a few more enemies as well as made a few more out there think I was no better than those I blogged about… but the blog went on.

It lost readers, gained readers… it went on. Now if you read those old posts you’ll see I was warned by Candyce that if I posted anything about her I would be reported to police. Again that was back in April of last year, and I did indeed post about it in May of last year… but the blog goes on.

So many have threatened in different ways about my blogs… it has always seemed silly to me… and of course the blog goes on.

Well let’s see if I can get away with jumping that shark again.

First off I just want to once again point out, I did my best not to mention Candyce much in my old LISK blog, I was warned by many that she was trouble. I was told she was an “infamous multiple screen name poster” and “a great deal of the crazies on LISK.com are her under pseudonyms”.

I can’t say I wasn’t curious though, because if she was a master sock puppeteer, then maybe she had already commented on my blogs somewhere. I must admit I still wonder who the likes of NERD and AMD are. But I digress.

It was Gino aka Hmmmm… that brought it all to the blog:
hmmm...2b

Looking for someone called “Imput_Required”.  No body seemed to know a Hmmmm… or Imput_Required at first, but then someone calling themselves “Michael” replied:

mg reply to hmmmm

Although these comments were in April and I waited till May to blog about it, I had quickly sent e-mails to both Hmmmm… and Michael. First to just see if both the e-mails they left respectfully were real, quite a bit are not. So I was in the middle of e-mails with both of them when Hmmmm… answered Michael’s comment with this:

hmmmm mg reply

And there it was…

I know, the old posts above covered all this so why drag it all back up now? Well once again, I didn’t. This time that was someone calling themselves broniefascist:

bf comment

But before I even saw the comment, Hmmmm… was once again involved:

hmmmm bf reply

Before I even get started here I can’t let that screen name go by without saying something. Broniefascist? Are you serious?

If you don’t know what a Bronie is, read this:

http://whatisabrony.com/

I couldn’t just let that slip by.

Hmmmm… is probably right, there is no reason for the My Little Pony lover to post anything about Candyce here, especially her real name. (Which by the way, last time I checked on Candy Girl she said she just got married, so her last name should be different now, no?)

Hmmm… (can I just call him Gino for now, every time I type Hmmm… I leave off a m  and I have to go back and correct it, I like it better with 3 ms. Plus my spell correct doesn’t like it, so Gino from now on, ok?) Gino may have a reason to questions bronie’s sudden comment, outing Candy Girl, but I just found it funny coming to her defense so quickly after all he had told me about her and what she had to say about him. So I decided to play devils advocate, or get Gino’s goat, you get what I mean, I messed with him a little:

zero and gino

I quickly realized Gino was trying to deny ever talking to me about Miss Candyce (wait, that’s Mrs. Candyce now). He had no idea what I was talking about… lol. he had no idea that I wrote all about it all ready. Right there in those links above. He told me to go ahead and post about what ever it was I was talking about,  and I let him know I did… long ago:

zero and gino2

Once he realized he was way behind in what he was jumping back into, he wasn’t so cocky… or happy:

zero and gino3

He gets caught in a lie and I’m the bitch. I get it, he thought all the shit he talked about Candy Girl were in private emails between him and me so therefore it was fine for him to come here and say he never discussed her with me at all. Yes, that makes sense. Look, I’m pretty good at keeping things in confidence, and to those who have asked, and I have said I would, I have. But I never told Hmmm… I mean Gino that our emails would be kept in confidence. So Gino’s assumption of that is gonna back fire here in a few moments, which I’m sure will make Gino think even more poorly of me… oh well.

First though, if you’d like to read the whole back n forth of these comments you can read them here:
https://liskdotcom.wordpress.com/2013/11/25/flukeyou-a-k-a-joey-a-k-a-junior/

You have to go down a little in the comments, but actually there are lots of good readings in these comments, I was looking them all back over… good stuff. If you don’t read the comments of theses posts, you are missing half the action. though there are many that only read the comments and then want to complain about the blog. not fair at all if you ask me, right Gino. So let’s get to the actual emails I received about all this back when Gino and michael/girl commented on my LISK Blog.

This is what I first wrote to Gino:

zw email to hmmmm

Like I said, whenever I actually write someone an email, it’s mainly to see if the email is even real, and most of the time they are not. But this one went through and Gino did reply, and he had some interesting things to say. I shared emails with the Micheal/Girl at the same time and she had a lot to say. I also shared messages with Candyce during all of this, she had a lot to say. Most of it was covered in the posts linked above, but just for the hell of it here’s all of Gino’s actual emails:

hmmmm email1

hmmmm email2

hmmmm email3

hmmmm email4

hmmmm email5

Some may say I posted all that just because of this comment left by Gino:

hmmmm gossip comment

And there may be some truth in that, but it also has a lot to do with this comment:

zero and gino2b

There ya go Gino, it’s all there.

In all seriousness though, I found the whole episode with Gino, Michael/Girl, and Candy Girl, suspicious and leading. They all wanted to get this out to a stranger, a blogger, who was blogging about all this… so again, I’m just giving them what they want right?

And some might not like that, I know.

But I can’t make everyone happy at the same time… that’s just impossible.

I am happy to let Gino and the girls slip back into the archive though, well have to see how that goes, I definitely have no more time for them this year. This post took way to long to get out. besides, Gino, you aren’t that important. You claim in many comments that you were part of some LISK.com comunity (while trying to turn that so-called community against me, lol, that stuff was great) but no one remembers you much. You say you were part of the chat page with Candyce and “a few other girls” that says plenty to those who matter.

So go away, no one cares about you or Candyce, well no one but me. Dorothy said it best when she said “You know how zero obsesses”.

Flukeyou And Catching LISK

Alright, I’m not quite ready to jump back into all of that yet. We got a national holiday to celebrate, and I think any constant reader (sorry King, but it fits so well here) knows I’m all about the celebration. “I thought I told ya, I came to party”. LOL. Inside joke you’ll all get one day.

So we’ll see if Fluke returns (I think he’s on vacation right now, I really do hope someone keeps track of all the times and dates of where he goes all the time, you know, just in case).

There is so much I want to post from the “Catching LISK” blog and I know it will upset people on both sides of things if I do. But Fluke made me go back there with his paste and post comment here and his stuck in moderation comment there. By the way “Catching LISK” was removed by its author back in 2013, I’m not sure when it went back up but it’s been a while, and until Joey tried to post this comment last month :

fu on catching lisk 6 17 2015

No one had tried to comment there. Joey was the first. Then a short time later, this comment was put up (again, not put through though because this blog is dead, I hope people get that, no comments will ever be going through on that blog, it’s all crap, and really should be down, but for educational purposes, some of us think it should be up) Where was I? Oh yea, this comment:

Mariah Heevner

Let me explain why this comment is so funny. They are criticizing MM7 and is being quite mean, lol, but then they praise Joey, not realizing Joey and MM7 were working together through out the writing of this blog, I know this because of the taped phone calls, lol. It seems that Mariah may know the Scalise’s and does live near Flukey. Hmmm… well, I will say this, Mariah’s comment amuses me to no end.

My point? What was my point? Oh yea, after all this time, the first 2 comments on the now dead blog “Catching LISK” are very interesting in a few ways. and I’m wondering what that third comment will be like… there is always 3. But there is no need, the blog is dead and only up to read and learn from. No comments, agenda or otherwise, will ever make it through again (I hope).

And as I said, I’m not ready to just jumps right back into “Catching LISK”, but it is obvious that posts like these will always be a part of this blog.

That is unless you all want to come clean…

Anyone?

Crazy Memories

I’ve done the whole blog timeline and explanation posts way more than enough…

So here’s another one…

This one shall timeline my encounter with all the little nuts in that jar of extra chunky peanut butter that has become this blog.

zw pb

Shall we?

MM7– Yes Cristin… she was the first one I encountered. She made a blog where she said she was being stalked by a serial killer, but really it was just a place for some nuts to get together and play, which brings me to the second one…

FLUKEYOU– Our little fisher boy Joey was one of the main people to get MM7 all caught up in the madness, there were crushes used and abused that allowed the whole thing to take grip. Fluke had been doing it for years on the site called LISK.com fishing and gathering,and like a true fisherman tellin’ tall tales. So it was my look into the dynamics of these 2 nuts that got me involved and brought me to my third nut… the biggest and hardest nut to crack so far…

DOROTHY– I frist heard about her in an email from MM7, where she wrote: “I’m working with someone named Dorothy, but that’s secret”. Yes a secret conspirator and still after 3 years the main nut in my peanut butter. But it was Dorothy that started the big change in my understandings of things. I had read places where they mentioned Dorothy as some crazy lady on the internet claiming her husband was a serial killer. I was like WTF?  I started talking to Too Close and Linda in Emails to try to understand things I didn’t know about. So thank you Dorothy, you sped up the inevitable real quick there. It was right after that another nut came out from the shadows…

JENNIFER– That sneaky double agent, who first came to tell us how she worked with both Dorothy and MM7. Jen gave proof of lies and games on MM7’s blog which really did put the final rocks on that grave. Well, with my help of course. Jen’s sudden change of heart and wanting to expose MM7 and Dorothy were not lost on me, and soon her true colors were emerging, trying to spin tales of knowledge of a serial killer, and guess what, it was Fluke… and that is backed up with tales of bad jokes, missing books, spoofed phone calls, hacked cable television, and the mysterious tale of a friend, who met a lady, who told her she thought her husband was a serial killer… and no, it wasn’t Dorothy, I believe the story ends with the mysterious lady being a Russian mail order bride… anyways at this point nuts were everywhere on my blog, or at least lots of people who came to play with the nuts.  NERD, AMD and countless, faceless screen names. Other circles like Murt and his group of crazies. I’ll only mention one and that is…

CANDYCE– I was warned about her early on and I was a little scared when we crossed paths, which happened when some people from her past commented on the blog. I did my best to hear her side of things but she wasn’t having any of it, which is probably a good thing. So many say Candyce is crazy, but she claims it is them, and that’s really where I’ll leave all that since she quickly ran away… as far as I know, at least. If she is still out there, well I’ll deal with that when and if I need to, yes, she is a little scary. Lots of little nuts came and went, but the next big one had been there for a while waiting for her orders, lol, and Dorothy, that third crazy nut of mine finally sent her in, crazy guns blaring…

NANCY– Ohhh, Nancy. Dorothy had been messing with Nancy’s head for years, posting on her Facebook when all others would stay clear, such as Nancy’s real friends and family. Dorothy was there to agree and coach Nancy’s delusions. Tell her that her family was evil, that her ex husband was a serial killer. A friend in need in deed. And all Nancy had to do to repay Dorothy’s “help” was to spend some time in Zero’s World. And spend some time she did. Still does. Daily… hourly… yes, job well done Dorothy. And of course Nancy brought my attention to…

LAWLESS AMERICA– LA is full of nuts, Nancy is just one of the many there. It is a large group (though it looses members quite often and may, fingers crossed, be on their way to extinction), some call them lemmings because they seem to blindly follow their leader Billy towards their fall. Dorothy was not just doing her grooming on Nancy either. I’m seeing her fingerprints on a few of the lemmings, but that’s for another post. As for Billy and his lawless lemmings, other than Nancy, they really haven’t crossed paths with me or Zero’s World (that could change if I keep making posts like these). So I mainly am just a spectator in that craziness. Though there was one nut from those lawless lemmings that tried to drag me into it, and that nut was…

JULIA– Who the fuck are you? You don’t even deserve more than 3 sentences written about you. So there ya go. Let’s go back to Nancy, because she sent us one of our newest nuts…

SON OF MANKIND– Nancy and Mankind must have hit it off enough for him to listen to her and come check out Zero’s World. And like Lawless America there is a whole tribe of crazies involved here. Tribe? I think it’s called a cult, lol. Yes a cult of Arch Angels, more Mikes! Mankind is still new and we will have to see if I ever deem him worthy enough for his own post. But he’s not the newest nut to become part of my world, no that nut would be…

TOM– Who is Tom you ask… yea, I’m asking that question myself…

Shake It Off

 

Any new Cicada stuff out there? I haven’t even looked. But it’s that time of year.

I saw Anonymous is getting involved with the fight against terrorism:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/11335676/Hacktivists-Anonymous-says-it-will-avenge-Charlie-Hebdo-attacks-by-shutting-down-jihadist-websites.html

And The Illuminati is taking over everything:

https://www.facebook.com/thevigilantchristianmario

I bring up these 3 groups, because with all that’s going on in the world, it would be nice if we had some heroes… even some anti-ones.

But we are so involved in the back-n-forth. Victories are just the lead in to the next fight. Everyone’s pointing the finger at their oppressor and shouting demon! Actually we moved on from that… we now are pointing fingers at our accusers and shouting demon!

Even I, as I teach by example, have gotten too caught up.

Time to shake it off…