3 More 3 Posts

#Three

I know a lot of you are waiting to see what my next posts are gonna be about. Yes, right now the private messages are flying. Yes, many different things have become even clearer, though if I can be a little arrogant (since many of you think I am, I will be), I had a lot of this figured out for a while now. And I’m not talking about one thing, it’s a whole idea that I was right about. But yes, I was right about  some of the biggest trolls in all this as well.

Here’s the thing though, for many different reasons, I did not get to those posts. Year 3 kept me away from finishing posts, and now some of this stuff is blowing up off the blog. I know, cryptic, and in not supposed to be so cryptic. But year 3 is almost over and there’s no time to get into it all now.

Some of you might say, hey, what about the “high school” reference, doesn’t that mean there will be a fourth year of Zero’s World? A graduation year? Something I have been asking myself since year 2. You see, in real life I only made it to 11th grade. As most of you know, at 16, my girlfriend and I had a baby. Well she had the baby, but you get it. I had dropped out of school during the last month of 10th grade, cut my hair, and got a job. I spent the summer working while all my friends partied the summer away. When school started again in the fall, I made an attempt to go back. Lasted 3 days, no lie. It was impossible to deal with high school politics and work and be a father. So I took my GED after 3 days of my third year of high school. I passed it and never went back. So no senior year for me. No prom or any of that stuff.

So I often thought I’d do the same here… 3 years, keep it all in the threes. Besides I didn’t know if we’d ever get to a place good enough to graduate from.

We may be there though.

I guess we will all have to tune in on the 27th. That’s the fourth anniversary of Zero’s World. We shall all see together if we go on one more year as seniors (that’s not a crack at anyone’s age, though some of us are getting up there), or just drop out. Until then, let’s finish the third year on some threes. 3 more 3 posts like the title says… starting right now:

So the other night my wife and I raced to the hospital, up to the third floor where our third grandchild was born.

It’s a girl!

Many of you remember around this time last year my first grandson was born. So if you are keeping count (Dorothy) that’s 2 girls and 1 boy. And they are so awesome!

My grandson and family are actually visiting right now for his birthday. They do not live close and in fact, this is the first time I finally got to see/meet the little guy. As you can see offline, life is on a high note right now. This holiday season is turning out to be one of the best!

This is the first time in a while all 7 of my kids have been at home all at once, and I am enjoying the hell out of it!

Happy Holidays everyone!

Waiting For The Other Shoe To Drop

So I have been sitting on a few posts for a little while. Websleuths stuff, Lemming stuff, Lawless America stuff, Quiet Pills stuff, Dorothy and Nancy stuff, new crazies stuff (some like Mankind you saw a little of, but others I have come across I haven’t even mentioned yet), even some LISK stuff, like Oak Beach Bittrolff rumors and connections being made.

I have been waiting to see where a lot of this is still going before continuing about some of these subjects.

http://foxct.com/2015/05/11/report-new-britain-serial-killer-identified-7-bodies-found-at-site/

I get sent articles like these daily. Where will this story lead, I don’t know, but it definitely leads to a lot of speculation.

I’m sure I’m not the only one who thinks aquarium guy.

What is really going on in this world of ours and what effect it has on us as well as what effect we could have on it….

Well, I’m still waiting… but something tells me the wait is almost over.

NOTE: Everything above was written and posted May 12th 2015, everything below was written and posted My 24th 2015

I wrote and posted this a little too quickly, but lately many posts have been thought up in my head and then get stuck there not making it into writing let alone the blog. So when someone sent me the link on the bodies in New Britain, I tried to quickly get it out in a post while half way explaining something about shoes about to fall.

I wanted to get the link up because I knew some of you would want to see it, and as we saw, CA1 quickly had more of the story including the name of the man the police believe is the serial killer mentioned in the story. We’ll get to that in a minute.

I mentioned JB the aquarium guy above, but that wasn’t the only name that came to mind. Bittrolff was also there and while discussing this with someone, Robert Durst came up as well. But the article said “Chief state’s attorney Kevin Kane said that while they cannot name a suspect due to the ongoing investigation, there is no danger to the public at this time. He said they are confident that only one person was involved, but he would not confirm if a suspect was in custody or why that person was not a threat to the public. ”  So I thought, maybe the person was dead. It also went on to say that they believed LE was focusing on someone already in prison… not someone recently arrested awaiting trial… which had me thinking this was someone else entirely and as CA1 pointed out, it was just that, someone else. His name is William Devin Howell:

http://foxct.com/2015/05/12/suspect-named-in-new-britain-serial-killings-sources/

I see this all as a good thing.  As each of these cases go forward (like Bittrolff’s, Howell’s, and yes maybe even Durst’s) and their victims are identified, focus can go to the ones that are still unsolved and possibly linked to who has been dubbed The LISK. Simply said with each case that is solved, unsolved cases can gain from this. Though I’ll once again state, I’m not so quick to think LE is lacking here and actualy seem to be staying on top of each of these cases and will do their best to solve them all, of course I’m not there, so grain of salt please.

So I put this post out, quickly chosing a title that I tried to explain, but failed I believe, to deliver on such an important title, and yes I knew when I chose it, I didn’t have the time top do it justice, I just wanted to get the link out there.

Even now, the whole idea of the title of this post is not easy to explain.

So what do I mean by “Waiting For The Other Shoe To Drop”? Well, I’m just trying to describe the state of limbo I feel myself and the rest of the world finds itself in right now.

Waiting for religion and politics to “get it”, waiting for the wars to stop and the peace to begin, waiting for human rights to be the only rights that matter, because if we can get that right, all else will fall into place.

That has to do as much with what’s going on in Syria and Iraq as what’s going on in our own streets.

It’s like, although it’s been a long time coming, and although it will not be easy, it has to happen, so I’m waiting…

And as the beginning of this post suggests, it’s not just on such a grand scale that I see these shoes waiting to fall…

They are up there… everywhere… like houses waiting on witches…

Shake It Off

 

Any new Cicada stuff out there? I haven’t even looked. But it’s that time of year.

I saw Anonymous is getting involved with the fight against terrorism:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/11335676/Hacktivists-Anonymous-says-it-will-avenge-Charlie-Hebdo-attacks-by-shutting-down-jihadist-websites.html

And The Illuminati is taking over everything:

https://www.facebook.com/thevigilantchristianmario

I bring up these 3 groups, because with all that’s going on in the world, it would be nice if we had some heroes… even some anti-ones.

But we are so involved in the back-n-forth. Victories are just the lead in to the next fight. Everyone’s pointing the finger at their oppressor and shouting demon! Actually we moved on from that… we now are pointing fingers at our accusers and shouting demon!

Even I, as I teach by example, have gotten too caught up.

Time to shake it off…

 

 

Circles

Circles are everywhere, would you agree? Planets travel in them and so do we. We get stuck in them. The smaller the circles are, the faster we come back around. I am attempting to travel in bigger circles in the posts on this blog… but it seems we are still in much smaller connected circles… coming back around very quickly… sometimes so quickly it dangers on repetitiveness (am I repeating myself here?).

Sometimes that’s all the bigger circles are… a bunch of the same smaller circles intertwined spinning you around like a carnival ride.

So, as I venture out into larger circles, don’t be surprised when they snap us back around again… just try to hold the nausea down and enjoy the ride.

My Mom’s A Whore And Everyone Is Laughing At Me

OK, UMAW, let’s get to that comment you left:

mom whore2

Short and sweet, but so much said just in the email address alone. By the way, I hope everyone had a happy Mother’s Day, my house was filled with moms and kids all day, I hope all of yours were as well! As I was saying UMAW, great email address! Fake or real, it is the best one anyone has used on any of the blogs in my opinion.. And it matches so well with the screen name, really, kudos! Now let’s get to the comment itself:

Clearly none of you have any lives. This blog is funny amd no one takes ANY OF YOU YOU seriously. …seriously.

I just want to say, for the most part, I agree with this comment… for the most part. The first sentence is a little unfair though… I for one have a life, a full and busy life, and yet I still found all sorts of time for my blogs over the last year (and a few months). and I still have time to go out with friends, watch all my favorite TV shows, spend time with the family, work, eat, go to the bathroom, and sleep. And I still use my online time to look up and read all sorts of different topics. Yes, I stay busy, but I feel there is time for everything, and I somehow make it work. Now as for others here, since you did aim the comment at more than just me, correct? I believe Linda has explained many times on this blog and other places about her leg injury and why she found so much time to spend on LISK.com and the blogs that followed.  As for the likes of Joey, Nancy, Dorothy, and all the others who spent so much time on LISK.com and the blogs that followed (many of which no longer want their name brought up) and whether they have lives or not, I won’t speak for them, but I think a couple of them might have lives. Still, I don’t want you bullying any of my readers UMAW, lives or not, I don’t want them to stop reading, anymore than I want to chase off a first time commenter like yourself! So let’s just assume most of us can come here read, comment, praise, lead, or complain, and still have a life. Now … is this blog funny? I hope so… the word parody is right in the sub-title, so its goal is to somewhat amuse. But let’s clarify, this blog, the one you are reading now, though it is the product of the other blogs that came before it, it is different from all of them!

As for the end part, “amd (which I’m sure is meant to be “and”, though I’m not one to correct others typing and spelling skills) no one takes ANY OF YOU (you is repeated, but again, I’m sure that’s a typo) seriously.” I like how you capitalized “ANY OF YOU” including the extra “YOU”. This of course was to make a point, correct? I just hope, again, that you aren’t putting everyone who reads or comments here into that “ANY OF YOU YOUs”.  That’s just not fair to generalize like that. As for me, I hope everyone stopped taking me seriously a long time ago, well, except for when I’m being serious. And if you mean the likes of Joey, Nancy, Dorothy, (oh hell, let’s name ’em all) Jen, Cristin, Susie, Candyce, Angela, Sophia, Kim, and all the screen names and fake accounts made by the whole lot of them, well yes, no one is and no one should ever take these people seriously. And to anyone out there who does take any of these crazies serious, well then hopefully no one takes you seriously, seriously (deep I know, but those who get it, get it). But again UMAH, I’m sure some of my readers and commenters are to be taken quite seriously… I mean you read and commented here, right? Still over all a very good comment from an even better screen name from the best email address ever! MO of course. (that means “My Opinion” Nancy, in case you were lost as usual). I mean who get’s their first comment turned into a post? You UMAW, that’s who. Thanks for your input!  It’s comments like these that keep me going!

The Bitter Pill

Have I mentioned my passion for music? It’s my philosophy, my religion, my life. Because of this, many of my jobs were in music stores. I worked at Tower Records, Sam Goody, and Warehouse Records during my twenties and I built up quite the collection of CDs. Even when I no longer had employee discounts or access to promos and the rest of the world started getting their music in downloads and MP3s I still am at the record stores buying the newest release. There are certain artists that I can count on to put out an entire album of music I will like. In fact if you look at my CD collection (thousands of jewel cases along the wall from ABBA to ZZ Top and everything in between) most of them I can put in a CD player and listen to the whole thing without having to skip any songs. Now I say most of them, because there are still quite a few there that I like only 1 or 2 tracks from it. I guess it’s albums like these that this new age is for, because no one puts on an album anymore and just listens to the whole thing from start to finish. Well I shouldn’t say nobody, because I do. I love to get a new CD that the whole thing speaks to me from beginning to end, I put it on in the car and just leave it there for weeks listening to every track over and over each day.

As I mentioned before I recently got the new Eminem album The Marshal Mathers LP 2 and it has been being played over and over since I got it. Starting with my favorite track “Bad Guy” and ending with ‘Evil Twin” then starting back over again. Some days I may repeat a song like “So Far…” a few times in a row before going on to the rest of the album. But basically it’s all I have been listening to since I got it last month.

Now of course when I get stuck on an album like this, my daily attitude can reflect from it. I learned this also showed true in my blog. During this last month my blogs have gotten quite a bit more cocky listening to Eminem on a constant. Then the other day I made the song dedication on here posting Green Day’s “Restless Heart Syndrome” from their album 21st Century Breakdown. Then when I headed to work, I took that CD instead of the Eminem. The cocky zero that some of you have come to love or hate was taking the back seat again and the open more caring part of me wondered if I was going about all of this the right way still.

Then I came home and watched some television.  A show about being “FAKE” on the internet came on, which was good, because this was one of the things I had originally started blogging about in my “Red & Black”. But as I mentioned, the show brought me right back into thinking about my LISK blog and all the circles my curiosity had brought me to. I will get to more about that. But first…

I headed into work today and reached for my Eminem CD. Then decided to grab something else. A CD called “Dog Eat Dog” by the 80’s hair band Warrant. You might remember them as the guys who sang “Cherry Pie”.  “Dog Eat Dog” came after their pie success, and to be honest I do not like the album too much. It’s one of those I have for just a couple of songs. When I play the album, I’ll play those 2 songs a few times and then take it off. The rest of the album just tries to hard to be different from “Cherry Pie” and in my opinion gets lost because of it. But I do really like those 2 songs on there, and today I played them both at least 3 times a piece. They are both ballads, though they are not your typical ballads.  One of these 2 tracks is called “The Bitter Pill”, it’s a love song, but it’s about more than that. At least to me anyways. It has always been a song I put on when I don’t understand this world of ours. So I played it and when it was done I replayed it. In fact I played it at least 3 times in a row listening to the lyrics wanting to understand people better, wanting to understand myself better.

Though I said I stand by my blogs, all of them, I realize I may have lost my way a little and maybe got caught up in the craziness. I mean I put myself on the couch, right?  Am, I here to play games, am I here to help, am I here to make sense of a world that seems to not understand itself?

All good questions, that I just don’t have the answers for yet. But as things keep changing and evolving, it is becoming clearer to me what I should do. What I want to do. The question is, will I do it?

I’ll start here with an apology to all those on my LISK Blog that I wrote about. Everyone. Right or wrong, I know some of my posts and comments were not always well received. My intensions were never to hurt anyone.

I would like to once again post a link to a song and hope you all listen to it. The song I played several times today in my car, wondering just what is the purpose of our lives. I know some of you don’t care what I have to say any more and I’m sure most of you don’t want to listen to a love ballad by Warrant and try to find a philosophical middle ground to our differences and misunderstandings in its corney lyrics. But I put it here any ways.

http://youtu.be/83xz6SN8oUQ

Nouveau Parfum (New Perfume)

This is amazing! It is a music video by  French-Hungarian singer Boggie (real name: Csemer Boglárka).  So much said in this simple but mesmerizing video. Have our hangups with perfection and self-image made us fake? How can we tell who and what is real anymore?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=cGSnnvbiD7A

43

For those who have been reading since the beginning of my “Red & Black” (located to the right in “My Stuff) you might remember my first post there. It was called 42. I explained the inside joke that any fellow hitchhiker did not need explanation for, that 42 is the meaning of life. I explained that I was 42 years old and talked about my hopes for the “red & black”.  Now almost a year later the “Red & Black” blog is done and my experiences on the internet has led me to where this blog now sits.

I’m not gonna rehash once again ALL the different sites, blogs, social medias, etc. that I blogged about last year. Between my LISK Blog and the “Red & Black” I covered quite a bit of people and subjects and yet they were all tied together by several different ideas.  There is some messed up stuff going on out there. Some who read this new blog may feel I have digressed. “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em”, right? I don’t know, it could be more like , “If you can’t beat ’em, join ’em, then beat ’em”.

There’s still wisdom there on the “Red & Black” between 42 and Seasons Change if you’re searching for some. Hell, there’s still plenty of wisdom here if you really look for it. But remember “True wisdom is in knowing you know nothing”.

But I wouldn’t read too much into the change in my blogs. Things change. After all I’m no longer 42.