Before We Go On

This blog is very organic… I blog about what ever is on my mind (that is not always easy to decipher since so much is on my mind lately), what ever is going on in my life, my blogs, and the world in which we all live. It can jump around or get very fixated. It can even go silent when I come to an empty page and decide once again not to write anything. That doesn’t mean I don’t come to it, don’t deal with emails and private messages about it, or not chase the internet on subjects I should be writing about. It’s just when I come to the actual part of putting it all into words lately, I’m already exhausted and just can’t bring myself to separate my thoughts on one idea long enough to type them down.

This has happened before… so much going on around me that I just need a break from the blog… maybe even the internet… the thing is this time I had a break, my haunt season break, I should be ready to go and I am… but there is just so much going on and I have so many different ideas about what I need to blog about (a big part of me feels this blog is slowly becoming another “Red & Black” Prophet Blog, and I have mixed feelings about that. I stopped that blog with good reasons, and going back to it may not even be possible after the places we have gone since then) and posts are getting left in the “Post Graveyard” or worse yet, left in my head to be forgotten or resurfaced depending on this organic blog.

This blog centers around 3 things most of the time… my personal life and it’s experiences, the internet and how it affects that personal life (both of these deal with the world around us, such as the Arts, Politics, and Religion and how they affect the personal and internet life and how the personal and internet life affect them), and third the crazies I have encountered while blogging about the first 2. I try to stay balanced, but sometimes we get stuck. Which is ok, but I don’t like getting stuck on nothing, and that is where I am.

It’s not hard to understand why I’m stuck. I just spent a lot of time away from the blog. And as most of you know I spent most of my free time over the last few months with one of the top haunts in the world: FRIGHT DOME! (shameless plug, but it’s true) I had totally planned on blogging about this season a little more and not staying away for so long. And this season was full of ups and downs that would have been great to blog about and many posts were in my head ready to write down. But whenever I decide to start a personal blog I have to think about that third thing I mentioned above. The crazies I have blogged about like to use all that personal stuff to whatever craziness they can come up with in their crazy heads. Most of you will remember the private messages between Kate and Dorothy that I posted about a year ago (remember the super bowl party?), but there was much more to that conversation. At one point Dorothy writes about how she looks at all the Facebook’s of people connected to zero (me), mostly haunt people or people into haunts. She calls them devil worshipers and even says something about someone’s wife… something about their looks, as in they were not pretty. Shallow stuff we come to know from the Dorothy team, but we also know these nuts are dangerous with the things they say, so after seeing first hand how Dorothy looks into people around me, and not knowing how many crazy people she talks to, nor how many of these crazies and the other crazies we know are discussing my personal information and people who may or may not know me, I have to pause and think real hard if I even want to make a post discussing friends, family, and personal experiences.

So yes, I wanted to blog about the things that happened this season. I broke my foot, the cast of Big Brother came through, the 13th season had so much triumph and turbulence, I was excited about telling some of the stories. But each time I’d think about Dorothy and that ever-growing nut gallery and wonder if I should put so much personal stuff out there, I mean there’s already enough and there’s always some new nut and I’m bound to write something they won’t like and, well as much as I want to write about my haunt season, I just keep deciding to put each post off till it’s already the middle of November and I really should just move on.

Some may say, hey that’s not fair, you don’t mind posting about these crazy people, but won’t put your own personal stories up. Good argument if it were true. But it’s not. I post all sorts of personal posts. I’m not afraid for people to know my stuff, it’s just the people around me who have no idea what is going on in this blog or who these crazies even are that I second guess my posts for. And plus like I’ve said before, the stuff I post about is usually already out there or what people have been putting out there for years. But some people will never see it that way and therefore I post less and less personal stuff. So I guess no haunt stories. Maybe another time.

Though I have to say this about the haunts I have worked for, and this goes out to Dorothy, Cristin, and anyone else who has a misconception of people who work at haunts. Yes, most are into Halloween and/or horror movies, that’s a given. But you might want to think twice before you judge them. Half of them are newly highschool graduates starting college or heading out into the world for the first time, and the haunt is their first job experience. There are also quite a bit of school teachers and veterans. People living with disabilities and those who have survived cancer, yea I have worked with a lot of cancer survivors over the years, whose stories of survival would humble most reading here (crazies with the victim psychosis not included). I’ve been doing Fright Dome since 2007 and I have had the pleasure to work with some truly amazing people, so while I am protective of not mentioning it at all so the likes of Dot and Nan Nan don’t do their evil on good people, I have to point out that they are good people, whose shoes you have not walked in. (SHOES! Dropping, walking, the shoes are there, red ones and all!)

Another catch 22… or contradicting riddle. Don’t want to talk about my personal life as to not give the crazies things to distort and yet the need to correct any distortions. Such is life, both the real one and the internet one.

Before we leave the subject of the haunt, I need to post a couple of pictures of my new characters this season:

patient zero2b Patient Zero

zero da klown1 Zero Da Klown

Some more of that #WorldsCollide with zero’s world making its way further into the haunt world… but here is where we must leave it for now… the haunt is over.

Fine, easy enough, skip all of that. There was plenty of things going on in the world around us that I had no problem coming up with what to blog about. And after the tragic events in Paris on Friday the 13th my television has been on the news night and day and there has been so many things to blog about such as terrorism in general and how it is affecting us. When does crazy become evil? Will our government lost in politics and the upcoming presidential election lead us into the eye of that craziness and  a “Holy War”? Are we now making decisions out of fear? Are refugees and others coming into our country dangerous? Should there be a coalition with Russia? Do we need troops on the ground? Should POTUS just say the words “Islamic Extremist”? When did The President Of The United States become POTUS?”

Discussion is good and we do need it. But real change in all these maters are no where in sight. Politics, Religion and the quest for land and power is a greedy trip that is way too imbedded into what we are. All we can really do is say thoughts and prayers are with the families of the victims and hope someday it wont be like this. And I have that hope. But I don’t see that journey all sunny days and lemon aide.

So blogging about it does bring me down a little I guess, and I tend to back out of such posts. After all I don’t have the answers needed to such topics.

Still as I said, discussion is needed and I’m sure there will be much more discussed here, on this blog, on all of this. After all we are going into a presidential election year.

Before we move on there is one part of the sad world of current events that I don’t want to skip over and loose it forever.

That is the subject of Anonymous getting involved with ISIL, or if your politics prefer ISIS:

http://www.foxnews.com/tech/2015/11/16/anonymous-declares-war-on-isis-vows-cyberattacks.html

http://nypost.com/2015/11/16/anonymous-declares-war-on-isis/

When I first saw this on the news I went searching the web.

I was really wanting to quickly post about it. I have a tendency to let Anonymous related posts get unfinished. This is mainly because I just don’t know what they do half the time. I’ve said before, I want to believe in them, that what they do helps, but I can’t help but wonder, do they make things better or worse?

And before I could post about them getting involved, that question was again raised in things that followed.

First Anonymous seemed to live up to their word helping by exposing and having deleted, ISIL/ISIS Twitter accounts:

http://thehill.com/policy/cybersecurity/260418-anonymous-claims-it-has-elimiated-5500-isis-twitter-accounts

That’s good, but then this happened:

http://www.albawabaeg.com/69268

http://twitchy.com/2015/11/21/anonymous-warns-that-isis-is-planning-attacks-practically-worldwide-sunday/

It seems Anonymous has discovered where ISIL/ISIS will attack next and reported it to the worlds leaders and governments, but don’t feel, they (leaders and governments) are doing anything about it so, they (Anonymous) had to make these targets known to the world via the internet.

That day is today, Sunday, November 22, 2015, and they put up quite a bit of targets.

Before we can even discus if this is the right thing to do or if it helps spread more fear. Before we can ask what our leaders and governments should be doing to check on these and other recently posted fear propaganda declaring more attacks are coming. You get this:

anonymous twitter

You might have seen this in the above posts… yep, Anonymous denies the earlier Anonymous tweets. That’s the problem when any one in a Guy Fawkes mask can be Anonymous, and I believe I have said this before.

So do they hurt or help? Whoa, how did I get here? Not where I was heading and I probably shouldn’t be poking at the vast Anonymous army of delinquents right now. But before I can even finish any thoughts on Anonymous’ affect in the fight against ISIL/ISIS something new comes into the picture:

GSG tweet

Wait, who is Ghost Security Group?

Well, I went searching/chasing the internet last night and today and it seems there is a new group in town:

http://www.inquisitr.com/2575774/anonymous-upstaged-by-ghost-security-group-in-cyber-war-against-isis/

http://money.cnn.com/2015/11/20/technology/isis-ghost-security-group/index.html

Wow, Anonymous Vs. Ghost Security Group… sounds like a long forgotten post of mine called Anonymous Vs. The Illuminati. This was after the Malaysian Airlines MH370 crash/disappearance and I had come across this on YouTube:

Here’s some other links from that lost post:

http://www.fromthetrenchesworldreport.com/anonymous-rothschilds-malaysian-airlines-mh370-connection/90611

https://www.hackread.com/anonymous-video-malaysian-airliner-mh-370/

http://illuminatiwatcher.com/malaysia-airlines-flight-mh17-conspiracy-theories/

That last one is a doozy!

I never finished the post, because as usual, I didn’t see anything come of what Anonymous was proposing. Still asking, do they help or hurt?

But my questions about groups like The Illuminati, Anonymous, CICADA 3310, and now a new one for me, Ghost Security Group are matched with my hopes one of them is the super hero they claim to be… man, we could use a super hero right now. Plenty of people ready to step up and try to be the villains, we know that.

I will be keeping my eye on this Ghost Security Group, a smaller Anonymous, with more purpose than CICADA, and not fake like The Illuminati… yes, I’m intrigued once again.

Well, we can check off

#2016PresidentialElectionCoverageAndOtherPoliticalStuffThatNeedsToBeDiscussed

as well.

That’s both this years hashtags in one post. Good, gotta get them in there as much as possible, the year is almost over and other hashtags await.

And that’s where we will leave the Politics and Religion darkening the world as we speak. Too much conflicting ideas there, all waiting to contradict. Some of you know there are C words I have a problem with… and some I don’t…

Which brings us back to that third thing… the crazies… (were you thinking of another c word?) Yes, if I am to escape the craziness of the world for the moment, what better place than the crazies that  keep me from more personal posts? They are still out there, and a few new ones have crept into the comments and emails lately. I’ve stayed away long enough, no?

Let’s get started!

Dorothy Detox

I had to read the Dorothy-Kate conversation many times… from the first time to when I copied them… to going through them and making a list of what was in each snip (I did that Saturday… and it took all day)… to when I go over them as I put them in a post.

It’s hard on the body, mind, and soul. Seriously. I’m in need of a short detox… but it’s gonna take something big to cleanse the palate this time around… let’s see… yes… this will do…

Has any one been following the Randy Quaid circus?

I had heard and read a little here and there… but wow bob wow, take a look at this:

http://www.playboy.com/articles/randy-quaid-rupert-murdoch?utm_source=fb&utm_medium=social&utm_content=sexculture&utm_campaign=randyquaid

Now this is something to blog about. WTF?

Let’s take a closer look, try to put it all into perspective:

Is Randy crazy? Or just pissed off? Or is he seriously afraid of  Hollywood “Star Whackers”? I could make the joke about dropping the H… but I don’t know, maybe there is an Illuminati. Maybe vaccinations are bad, maybe Sandy Hook was faked, maybe dark forces are about to desrtoy us all.

Am I crazy for thinking the whole world has gone mad?

Alright… next…

Eminem Is Gay

As I said in the post before this one: “SPOILER ALERT!” But if you already saw the title, you might as well read on. It’s only the beginning of the movie, it wont ruin the whole film. Though for some, this might be the funniest part of the movie.

So yes, Eminem is in the opening scene of the new controversal Seth Rogan movie: The Interview. Have I mentioned that yet? LOL

Turns out Eminem’s opening scene, maybe the more controversal part of this film. If you haven’t heard about it, the scene has Eminem coming out of the closset, here watch this, again, “SPOILER ALERT” (the actual scene is in this “reaction” clip):

Funny, right? Now when I saw the movie, I actually thought the gag was a little predictable, just where you would expect Seth Rogan and James Franco would go with a fake Enimem interview. Eminem himself has come out of the closet in many of his songs, and does anyone remember the “Hip Hop Witch”?

Or all the controversy over his song where he is raped by his step-father?

http://detroitabuse.blogspot.com/2013/04/effects-of-child-abuse-on-self.html

https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090521145717AAbmQwa

To me this has all been done before… but it was still funny. James Franco’s reactions are hilarious.

So it kind of shocked me that so many were taking this “Interview” to heart. But as the guy’s reactions shows in the clip above, people are once again questioning is this is a joke or is it real?

http://www.datalounge.com/cgi-bin/iowa/ajax.html?t=11696859#page:showThread,11696859

http://www.smash.com/eminem-admits-hes-gay-scene-interview/

http://hollywoodlife.com/2014/12/27/eminem-the-interview-gay-confession-james-franco-seth-rogen-sony-comedy/

You can chase the reactions around the internet, they are great.

My favorite is this one:

So much to cover there.

Religious people can be so damn funny.

Oh no… The Illuminati… LMFAO! Seems like everything get’s blamed on them… Free Masons right, descendents of the Knights Templer?

Yea, we will get there. And when we do, I’m sure I’ll have a lot to say about The Vigilant Christian. “Subliminally” pushing the “Gay Agenda”?!?  I’m laughing so hard right now.  Seth Rogan is not very “Subliminal” about his gay references in movies… And James Franco also is very forward about his gay message…lmao.

Hey, believing in the Bible is a bad thing… there I said it…and  I truly believe it… The Bible has become the false prophet it mentions in its own pages.

I’m not saying the Bible is bad… but believing in it is… it was put together in the Dark Ages (yes an age so bad we call it ‘The Dark Ages”). It was put together from libraries or writings. It was put together by a group of men. That last part should have you questioning the Bible as the “Word Of God” the most. Written centuries apart by men who didn’t even have the same beliefs (that why it contradicts itself so much) and then put together centuries later by men who had very controlling ideas.

But this post is about Eminem being gay, not The Bible… man I do tend to stray in these posts… or do I?

“This is what it’s like when Worlds Collide…”

 

Going For Checkmate (Lost LISK Post)

                       Hello,

** The following information and my written request** is NOT to be printed on your blog or anywhere else online, or to be shared with my soon to be ex husband (you know who he is based on the LISK blog), Joseph , “Dr” Charles , Barbara , Tom , Gustav , Michael , Agim , Allen/Alan , Connie, Stephen , Adam or anyone else.

You are correct that this is a highly organized and dangerous crime ring from Long Island to FL. There are those who preyed on and murdered many innocent people, and those who are accessories after the fact and assist these criminals and/or WILLINGLY refuse to report these criminals to Law Enforcement authorities with evidence.

This was my first e-mail from DPH. The last names of all those people were there but I removed them before posting it here.  Some of the names I recognize others I have no idea who they are.

NOTE: Some of you probably know right where this post would have been. Catching LISK was down but Cristin was still making posts about things on her Facebook page and had made a post comparing her moves in all this to that of a chess game… and I hinted at going for “check mate”. My problem was, no body wants me to put their emails up, and I get that, but some of these emails need to be known. Plus there was the name thing… Dorothy, Joey and others had no problem putting people’s real names out there in everything they wrote… even though I know who most of these names are now, i didn’t know who most of them were back then and I was not trying to help with the game. So instead of finishing this post where I planned to put quite a bit of emails up… I ended the blog… and it was down for a while… but that didn’t stop anything… I got emails, people still got put up in rants by Dorothy on Facebook, and more importantly, people were still contacting behind the scenes and coming up with more outrageous connections to throw into the “game” (like the whole Figat thing). So I eventually started up the blog again, where I got in touch with a lot more insiders and realized yes, these people were playing games and no one was listening anymore, and I ended the blog once and for all. But now it continues here, in a way that is getting me seen in a bad light by some… and that ain’t ever gonna change. But I say again, this blog is not about LISK, that blog is done, but it was my blog and therefore will be discussed here when I feel it needs to be. Especially when others still contact me or comment here. There are other things I want to blog about here, but that’s not how the readers want it, you keep pushing to the front of my world. As with the LISK Blog, I can’t even finish a post without having to do 5 other posts first due to emails and comments… in fact for 2 weeks now there has been a post  titled: Anonymous Vs. The Illuminati, which among other things deals with missing flight MH370,  sitting in my edit page. But I have not got back to it.  Will I? Now that so many want to blame me for the crap they were part of… well who know’s what I’ll blog about next.